On the outside, I might look fine. People say I'm controlled, beautiful, even perfect, but I know I'm nothing near any of that.
Sometimes I lose control.
Sometimes I want to give up.
And that's when I hate looking at myself.
I want to be perfect. Isnt that normal for all girls out there these days? Or am I crazy? Shallow? Stupid?
Whatever it is, this is me. Raw and real.
Help me stay strong.